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Caught up in a Reverie


Am I willing to go into strange waters,
to jump in and taste uncertainty.
To swim towards an unknown result,
blinded by everthing but the goal.

The fear of fins circling up ahead,
fighting constant restriction in my chest.
My arms aching from the exertion,
my muscles ...

If only she could believe
that love could be for her.
if she just hadn't pushed everyone away,
hadn't pushed him away.
maybe her life would have been changed,
maybe she might have known how to live.

If only she could go back to when she first met him.
if she could just change the words that are ...

So confused, which way can I turn
with words thrown in the wind
landing mixed in my ears
mixed even more by my prejudiced mind
I hear words, I understand words
but not your words,
not what you meant or said,
just words
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The indescribable pain I feel
when I look someone in ...

the tears want to flow, to push through
to cry for my life, the life
I only dreamed of but is nonexistent
the disappointment is too much to bear
everyday a reminder of my failure
the nails of regret digging into my soft flesh
the fire of my disapproval burning my soul
dreamed so foolishly,
wished so ...

piecing together a broken soul.
damaged so easily by jabbing words.
knives that were thrown
deep into the heart of me,
that cut, tore at the core
ripping chunks to the floor.
losing a small piece of myself everytime.
shattering dreams and hopes.
discarded like month old refuse.

piecing together a ...

a piece of ass
a piece of meat
simple fun
unattached pleasure
nothing more
mere riding
animalistic
going through the motions
staring at the wall
cold-hearted lover
going harder, faster
over in a minute
still cold, still empty inside
unfulfilled wants
filled with emptiness

costanta

that is so mean
mexicans are people too

that guy's a jerk off

moving your tongue
through every crease & fold
tickling wet cold, blowing
on my skin
your hands caressing every cell,
every curve
moving over my body,
searching touching feeling
following the beat
of the music
of my breathing
dancing fingertips
continually touching
continually yearning
to come ...

you judged me
before you knew
before I could say a word
you took one look and judged me

you made your decision
without one word
before I could convince you otherwise
you acted like you knew
you treated me like you knew

when in reality
you had no idea

you judged me by what I do
one word that ...

alien

alienated from society
alienated from myself
just not sure what to believe
if I should believe
the words that people say
the things they thoughtlessly tell me

they are all lies,
are they lying?
and if they tell the truth,
would I believe them?

so lost in judgement
lost in the maze of my ...

i think that's so sad

i couldn't imagine being in a situation
like that

thank god i live in america!!

pretty damn cool video

awesome to watch

diggine the disco-lolli larz!!

i wish i could figure out what the hell i want
so i can try to get it

that's one sexy fat man

So here I am, back from the dead
I disappeared for several days,
just couldn't face life anymore.
just felt so tired of waking up every morning

so tired of breathing and eating
so tired of thinking and being

So, I left this world, I disappeared in an instant
I told noone, not even myself
and I don ...