Thanks for addressing these issues T, I couldn't have said it better myself. I was hoping Jason wouldn't continue this on-line and just reply to my pm yesterday but instead, I see he chose to continue the copy & paste wars. It's of no consequnce now though, because you just set the whole thing straight, so thanks man.FURTH3RNtiM3 wrote:i dont mean to beat a dead horse here, but since my name got drug into all this mess...im going to give my say as well on a few things. my apologies to all those hoping this would just end, because believe i was hoping myself it had long ago, but i guess that was a mistake after seeing this up here...
Might be??? Come on B, you cut me as a friend cause I made one positive comment about Therapy on enation. You and T did not talk to me for weeks, then when you did, you made me feel as though I had to choose between your friendship or assisting you in making everything ok with Wes.Intrakit wrote:There might be some truth to the fact that I used to hold grudges.
$$$say what??? we told you to assist us in making everything ok with wes??? yeah we did have some problems with him at that time that were still rough areas for us in dealing with, but neither of us told you to sort our problems with him, you just chose to talk to him on your own when that happened. as for when we stopped talking to you for a period of time it was nothing to do with therapy comments, but because you told us you were so sick you couldnt do anything all weekend, but still somehow made it out to BRUNSWICK and down to the old record shop in five points. that is when i know i started to lose the care for being the best friend i could be to you, but i cant speak for b on that one, though i know it hurt him as well, but we got past it and still did POETIC with you even after all that.$$$
Having some one's back is a two way street.Intrakit wrote:And yes, at one time I considered you one of my best friends and assumed you'd have my back but it just didn't happen that way. You chose your side after Poetic and since then we haven't been as close. I realized that the only person that ever had my back up here was Tre and more recently Justin & Chalders who are all top notch people..
$$$i completely agree, JASON...too bad we must been the ones going one way because if you remember i used to get your back as well as did B before everything changed. you dont remember me defending you to promoters that dicked out on you when i was running with ya or to becky up at POETIC when you guys broke up, and several other times even after you had let us down that first time by lying to us(hence, we tried to forgive you for even that). you act like we have to be defended because we have so many enemies, but if you get to lookin' and rememberin' i am sure your life has it's fair share too. $$$
We were and we still are cool. You just dont like the fact when I have a difference of opinion than you and that is where this all stems from. You think that I have to be on your side for everything, on every issue, concerning everything! And people are just not that way. You should know me by now, Im a very opinionated person and have no problem with it.Intrakit wrote:I thought we were cool @ the 181 pool party but I guess we were wrong.
$$$still are??? if so then i dont see why you would of had to point him out of the crowd saying that you think it is ironic him saying his opinion about a secret forum that has been up for at least a year or more. why does this secret forum not need to be mocked? i think it should be ridiculed by him and anyone else that wants to, because it is doing the same thing that everyone says they oppose segregating and being a clique. it doesnt get much more plain brown paper bag than that, but you his FRIEND still takes a nice little verbal knife swipe at him. i thought we all were on civil enough terms of late to at least be able to not have to put up with bad vibes we had in the past, but seeing all this really upset me with stuff all over again. i have so tried to refrain from saying much anything on here(ENATION), but this had to be addressed i felt in public, since you chose to make it so by calling out B in the first place. also i do have to point out to you that you really did tell us that you used people, and you can deny it but i know the moment echoes in my ears with the memory crisp, you even made a point of telling us "can i be completely honest with you". it was in reference to jimmy & becky, and your ex kimmie in particular, but you made it out to us like it was an ethic you followed quite frequently. perhaps the interpretation may be off from us in what it meant, but you clearly said you use people, or may GOD, ALLAH, or whoever is in charge of this mixed-up world eject me with full force from it's steady frame at this very moment. i dont hate you jason, but whatever contempt it is that you keep flinging at us i despise. i hope that you will come to the realization that is probably best just to follow the ulitmate mom rule when you think about saying something like this again to us..."if you dont have anything nice to say, dont say anything at all", or suffer the wrath that will surely follow afterwards. ~T$
Now that we've said what needed to be said I feel a lot better about all of this. We have validated our positions & we can all move on now that everything's out in the open. I'm not going to pick apart any of Jason's last post because it's been blown all out of context.
Just so you know Jason, carrying around regret is something T and & I don't do cuz we don't have any. We feel it's healthier to accept that the moment has passed and is unchangeable, reflect on how all of us might have handled said situation in a way that jives more with our desired way of being, and move forward with that reflection. I will leave it at that.
You make me laugh! If I ever said that it was more than likely out of anger, spit, and the fact that THEY HAD MY STOLEN RECORDS. And you know that whole situation, so why are try to twist it to make me seem like a bad person? WHY? Cause you dont have shit on me! You take things to the extreme.
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