Depression sucks. everything in my life was going in the right direction.
then my girlfriend of 4 years and I broke up. we where just too different i guess. I still miss her. but i shouldnt. its just killing me slowly. been massively depressed lately, missing work, sitting around listening to sets from the mid 90s, just thinking about how it used to be........=(
i am way too nastalgic. I wish i could go back to 1993-96. =( back when the scene was new, it changed my view on life. made me a better person. meeting random people and making new best friends.
You don't want to go back in time. You wouldn't be better off. You'll get over her. It may take a long time, but it will happen. I know what it feels like to majorly depressed. Your friends should be able to get you through this. I wish you the best of luck.
all i can say is, get over it. it's not worth being depressed about over an ex. been there, done that. now i am having to rebuild my life because of it because i almost through it away on drugs and suicide thoughts.
Depression is a bitch. Just find some goals and stick to them. There will always be obstacles and people/things that will try to keep you from them. Once you learn to keep walking past the bullshit, youll be allright, its just that first step that is hard.