autumn
if u were gay, and if i was gay we would make a perfect match
but we are not gay
but we can be there for eachother
u know my # girl u needa talk or just rant or scream at someone, pick me
just seeing how many of us enation cats are truly experiencing the funk "right now" not in a past sense.
and how to deal with certain shit without going overboard like my self inducing long nights sleep w/ xanax bc im so bored and depressed when i get off work. i just wanna sleep till the next morning for work.
depressed
about
$, males, not being able to find anyone that thinks of myself more than a good fuck, or a mediocre friend in the guy dept. this i cant stand.
wtf. i dont think im fucking ugly . i dont get why guys cant see past my tits and into my personna for a change, and hold me tight.
fuckers.
i really do wish i was fully gay. i mean that. bc women are so much more gentle with feelings, and tend to not be such players.
i get depressed about joe all the time
that shit sux too.
i hate medications they put me on bc they make me unemotional period
so i guess feeling sad is better than feeling nothing at all.
i hated being a re-fried vegetable.