depression

kandyflippa · Post by **kandyflippa** » May 8 2005 10:56 pm

I don't think I'm depressed really, I'm optimistic really.

but I do believe I am a victim of paranoid schizophrenia sometimes. So I don't think I can relate to what's goin on as much, but I feel ya as far as not being mentally stable sometimes goes.

allmightyone420 · Post by **allmightyone420** » May 8 2005 11:02 pm

Depression sucks! I think everyone here has been through some form of it. I definately have had my times. Last year for example...finding myself alone, broke, and with a criminal record did not help. I think I have maybe spent most of my adult life running from some form of unhappiness. I refused though to be one of those people who have to take prescription drugs to "cure" what is wrong. I look at people who take that stuff and hear them say "This one keeps me sane" and think no...YOU keep you sane! Then again, I smoke pot and take kava like it is water.
Relationships (or the lack of) can make anyone crazy! People don't understand women are evil and men are stupid! If not for the whole procreation thing, we would have no reason to interact. Men think that the female brain is contained between the left and right boob, where women think that guys really do care about how you feel before, during, or after sex. Hell, half the time I don't care what your name is! Friends though are not like that, but instead are people that will put aside the whole animalistic want for a mate to allow their true self out.
I would suggest for anyone here searching for a mate or even a new friend to first off work on themselves. Make sure YOU are happy...or at least as happy as you want to be. Secondly, try to find people to place around you that complement who you are. I think that is why so many of us get along here...we are a community of musicians and music lovers. The most important thing is you though...KEEP YOURSELF HAPPY!
In closing, I once again look to the words of a man who changed my life...Dennis Leary! "I'm just not happy...I'm just not happy because my life didn't turn out the way I thought it would...Hey, life sucks get a fucking helmet, ok!...I'm not happy, I'm not happy...nobody's happy ok. Happiness comes in small doses folks. It's a cigarette, or a chocolate chip cookie, or a five second orgasm, THAT'S IT OK! You come...you smoke the butt, you go to sleep and get up in the fucking morning and go to fucking work!"

cocoon · Post by **cocoon** » May 9 2005 04:18 am

cheer up everyone.
i dont know what else to say
because whenever i am depressed, i really have no control for myself.
i just need to be stronger from experience...
my hostmother and i failed in being monosexual, so.

dirrrteeee · Post by **dirrrteeee** » May 9 2005 01:11 pm

just shaddup and eat some chocolate

TrixR4Me · Post by **TrixR4Me** » May 9 2005 01:51 pm

mmm I want some Ice Cream

Angie · Post by **Angie** » May 9 2005 03:08 pm

yeah, i'm not really feeling to great. I got good things going on around me, but sometimes, that feeling of inadaquecy sets in, and I feel like no matter what i do, there's always going to be bad shit that haunts me, and stuff that's out of my control. Hopefully i'll be over it soon.
Keep your head up Kelly. You know Joe is in a better place. I feel your hurt. I keep thinking about my friend Dustin that we're doing the car show for. His life was taken so suddenly and unexpectedly. I feel like... "why do bad people deserve to live? when good ppl are taken away from us?" same w/ Jes, I really wish that we could change the past sometimes. We def. need to hang out and talk about things the way we used to. I hope we can all find time in our busy schedules. I know I haven't even been able to give Marta and Autumn their baby presents yet. Things like this build up in me. I haven't gone to any doctors because I have gotten over a lot of my hurt myself. My family and friends have been better than any doctor to me over the last year. So maybe by the end of this year, when i'm out on my own, i'll be able to feel a little better about my accomplishments. I know you will find someone good Kelly. I know there are ppl out there that are willing to care. Just look at me for instance, I was beginning to think that every guy I hung w/ was the same. And I was too hurt by my past. But no, there is someone for everyone, and you will find that someone.

TrixR4Me · Post by **TrixR4Me** » May 9 2005 04:00 pm

Don't worry about the baby gifts...Myself along with the lil will be around...it's always the thought that counts the most... and it's appreciated

Preppy Raver · Post by **Preppy Raver** » May 9 2005 04:43 pm

one thing i have learned in the past few months, is that a broken heart will actually do you good sometimes. it makes you feel emotions that you have guarded yourself from, which in turn makes all the good emotions even better.

dirrrteeee · Post by **dirrrteeee** » May 10 2005 12:09 pm

Preppy Raver wrote:one thing i have learned in the past few months, is that a broken heart will actually do you good sometimes. it makes you feel emotions that you have guarded yourself from, which in turn makes all the good emotions even better.

then you can become a prostitute like me! don't need to feel nothin' -emotionally that is- i made $20 just this morning!

i'm just playing around tho... i get ultra hormonal every month and have to cry for 2 days.

Rÿan · Post by **Rÿan** » May 10 2005 08:24 pm

Wellbutrin® is good.... helps eliminate cravings to smoke also

Preppy Raver · Post by **Preppy Raver** » May 11 2005 07:19 am

Rÿan wrote:Wellbutrin® is good.... helps eliminate cravings to smoke also

yeah but have you ever seen someone drink on welbutrin....not a good thing!

TrixR4Me · Post by **TrixR4Me** » May 11 2005 07:43 am

Have you seen anyone drink on depression even better.... in fact I need a glass of wine ..lol..

allmightyone420 · Post by **allmightyone420** » May 11 2005 08:38 am

I not to drink when actually "depressed" but instead when pretending to be happy!

Rÿan · Post by **Rÿan** » May 11 2005 04:11 pm

Preppy Raver wrote:
Rÿan wrote:Wellbutrin® is good.... helps eliminate cravings to smoke also
yeah but have you ever seen someone drink on welbutrin....not a good thing!

i drink on wellbutrin almost daily. it decreases alcohol tolerance a little but not that much. but i only take 1x150mg/day. commonly 2 a day is prescribed... but i can't handle that much... i get all tweaked out...get headaches....cant sleep at night..and get pretty fubar if i drink...but 1 a day is great

Guest · Post by **Guest** » May 11 2005 04:16 pm

Let's all just share our happy pills and everyone will be in a good mood together.